Some folks need it more than others. I ain't never minded an uphill climb.
You're worth loving, you know. Lord knows I sure could.
（ maybe a part of him does, a little. gene's always come easy to affection, an' what's love but a step past it? but they ain't so far removed from that day they shared memories that gene doesn't think it bears sayin' anyhow — dean needs to hear it more than he needs his privacy on the matter. ）
But you've got a real shot at something with that fella of yours, only a fool'd waste that. And maybe it'll be a fight between your head and your heart and everything you've ever heard about what it means to love a man, but you don't get to tell me it's not worth it. Love always is. It's the best of what we can leave behind when we're gone.
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Date: 2020-12-19 12:49 am (UTC)you sure as hell don't ever go with easy mode there, you just gotta pick the worst possible people for it
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Date: 2020-12-19 12:58 am (UTC)You're worth loving, you know. Lord knows I sure could.
（ maybe a part of him does, a little. gene's always come easy to affection, an' what's love but a step past it? but they ain't so far removed from that day they shared memories that gene doesn't think it bears sayin' anyhow — dean needs to hear it more than he needs his privacy on the matter. ）
But you've got a real shot at something with that fella of yours, only a fool'd waste that. And maybe it'll be a fight between your head and your heart and everything you've ever heard about what it means to love a man, but you don't get to tell me it's not worth it. Love always is. It's the best of what we can leave behind when we're gone.
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Date: 2020-12-19 01:10 am (UTC)yup and there's my limit for emotional bonding for the year, good talk, see you in 2513
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Date: 2020-12-19 01:12 am (UTC)What did I say? A toddler.
Go suck a lemon, Dean.
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Date: 2020-12-19 01:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-12-19 01:14 am (UTC)Don't fight with Clarke again or I will straight up knock you on your ass, my hand to God.
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Date: 2020-12-19 01:15 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-12-19 01:17 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-12-19 01:38 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-12-19 01:57 am (UTC)Secondly, I seem to have forgotten all the reasons we were ever friends to begin with.
Are you coming to New Tokyo or not?
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Date: 2020-12-19 02:04 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-12-19 02:12 am (UTC)Come find me when you do.
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Date: 2020-12-19 02:36 am (UTC)